i am waiting on tenterhooks to pay off this credit card, hopefully this month. it’s too easy to spend on these bad boys. however, i did not go out and buy coffee today. so it’s the little things.

i thought i had started a small pillow fire in my bed as i was lounging against the window absentmindedly pushing the point of contact between the fabric and plugged in prongs to my phone closer and closer together. but crisis averted [as well as a hilarious anecdote] because there was to be no pillow fire tonight.

i am currently waiting on tenterhooks to see if i qualified for a free promotion from a website. their swag bag looks amazing. also, i’m poor and need free stuff. like healthcare. and other things. anyhow…i had a wonderful day 😀 i have been making more of an effort to get outside and absorb the outdoor energy. it’s pulsating if you stop to feel it. it’s pulsating with a radiating healing. it’s very interesting the energy you find outside.

i got up before the dawn today for my shift. i got up at 5:00am. which is not something i normally do but i was excited to get my coffee and hashbrowns and be the first person to enjoy the world with my fellow guardians. i don’t normally get up this early unless it’s for work. or to catch a flight. or i get horrible cramps and then have to do something about them. sooooooooo-it can be a nice experience for someone who’s not normally a morning person to feel the pre-dawn atmosphere. the time is slower, more expansive. people are chill yet determined. they are methodically working towards a pre-set goal. it’s quiet but there’s this subterranean hum you feel that you don’t hear the rest of the day, like everything’s kicking back into gear. somehow it finds the oil to get moving again. i don’t know how.


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