Radiant good choice to the massacre that was yesterday. and then i realize what time of the month it is for me and have to laugh...because PMDD is such a loyal companion to me. it never leaves. HAHAHA!!! hmmm-radiant. i admire how my friend was absolutely radiant this afternoon. i like seeing people aglow with... Continue Reading →



Toxic oh my word, this word could not have been better chosen than if i had picked it myself to describe my recent experiences of learning. today was rough. i did not sleep well last night, tho i'm beginning to wonder what sleeping well actually means. does anyone know what that means? i feel like... Continue Reading →


Micro what are you supposed to do with this one?! micro...micro, micro, like micro-wave. HAHAHA a very tiny hand wave. i like that. that's super cute. i'm imagining a little baby doll hand waving...hmmm-that makes it creepy, interesting. also, am just realizing that i can be super passive aggressive in how i talk to people.... Continue Reading →


Inefficient oh wow, and now i'm crashing. i had a superb spicy mocha, i don't want to say the real name of it because then you'll think my town is super redneck, but i love my town and it was called a mayan mocha. yeaaaaaaaahhhhhh.....buddy. and it was divine. and it was just so inefficient.... Continue Reading →


Swallow these are really flighty birds. and there's also something deadly about them too i've noticed. i'd never want to be on the wrong side of a swallow but then again who would know what the right side is? also, coffee without milk is ... different. i'm trying to depuff and it's just so hard,... Continue Reading →


Faceless you know that saying, "a mind is a terrible thing to waste"? well, i've always thought that a mind is a terrible thing to have. and i think that mostly has to do with the fact that i over-analyze absolutely everything. i would just once like to know how "the normals" do it. how... Continue Reading →


Patience this has become the anthem to my life. the slow learning of waiting. the solitude that occurs in the gaps of life lived. but i think what i've been missing is that life is always lived. and sometimes i see it more clearly than at other times. i saw a beautiful idea the other... Continue Reading →


Incubate i used to dream that i was free and now i know i am. maybe it's just getting through the winter each year that shows me i am more than this current darkness. and that can really be applied to the world at large. living in a country that openly supports a racist, bigoted,... Continue Reading →


Suddenly suddenly, that rush of traffic passing me as i look over my shoulder and realize i am the last one coming up this road. and that's not unusual. what is unusual is to have it be the same road that everyone else is on. i can almost never find that road. and it's not... Continue Reading →

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